This is a breakdown...

You could say I might as well cry in a corner and have a breakdown.

I was fine allllll day today during my mom's surgery and after it.

Then we got to her room.

I found out my grandmother had a "silent stroke" meaning she didn't know when she had it or anything.

Well that shocked me

But then

what makes me wanna scream cry, punch walls, and what not is..

she has altizmer's and they don't know what stage it is or what kind if it'll go fast or slow.

But UGH

I just wanna break down right now.

On a better note

my mom is doing fine.

And I have an idea for a book I may write.

So,

peace!

<3

Me