My first blog on this site

You could say my life has been a bit hectic for the past 3 days. Saturday evening/sunday morning my mom was admitted to the hostpital (I made her go because she was having MAJOR pain). Finally today she will be home. Well possibly they are running tests and what not on her to desifer it.

But let me talk about myself for a second. I may sound pessimistic but I am really am starting to believe that my love life will NEVER exist. You know what is so pathetic? Is having no first boyfriend, no first kiss, no nothing and I'm fucking 19 almost 20 here in the next 6 months. Sure I have had ONLINE boyfriends but nothing physically which just bugs me so much. I really wanna have that feeling of having someone there to hold, kiss, cuddle, you know all that cheesy mumbo jumbo. But I highly doubt that is ever gonna happen because all the guys here are dicks, cocky, head in the clouds except for like one or two ya know? All the good guys I know, are all online -.-

How sad am I? jeez. I need a boyfriend before I loose my mind. All my friends have boyfriends/girlfriends wtf why can't I?

Anywhosers now I got that off my chest,

What I am really sad about is that warped tour no longer is coming to my town,

because of the ampitheater closing. It makes me so sad, I have to go to either cleveland or cincinatti to go to one :(

well I guess I am done. idk why you read it all if you did o_O

Oh and you know what would be cool?

is if I was a dog.

Why?

Because I wouldn't have to work and I could mooch off people :D

Peace out,

Brittany